Spilling emotions

She exudes such overwhelming charm yet she doesn't know it. Tat's the beauty of her.... :)
Tat's what i like of her... How i will miss those round deep set eyes when i go away for the month.... sigh.... the hugs, the hand and the lips.... and most important... just her presence....

Browsing through our pics... the first pic we ever took together was in 22 Nov 2003... back in office. How fate brought us together and made me realise a gem in her over time. Standing beside each other in the picture, never did i thought that she would be my dearest today. We were like acquintance back then. Occassional chats, jokes, but never the opened heart to heart kind of talk, not the deep in depth kind of talk.

Not until a common 'enemy' brought us united together...

24 Apr 2004, we had a function at Chevron... think i start to notice her... she seems interesting enough... with her cold jokes and witty sacarstic funny comments... this girl has got some quirks in her :)

15 may 2005, we had a breakfast outing... i notice i had taken a picture of her secretly... not knowing why... is it the subconscious liking of her ticking in me?

8 Aug 2005, a big day for us... followed by holiday. Something in me is telling me tat.... i like her.... as a friend? or something more....? I wan us to be more than friends...?

28 Aug 2005, an office outing... till date we have had numerous outings and many pictures taken together. I never had such a wonderful time at work until then. Didn't know that I so look forward to going to work. I woke up promptly and eagerly to go to work each morning...

I start to watch out for the time i go to work...
Making sure it's about the same time i can 'bump' into her coincidentally on the roads... occassionally deliberately stopping over by the bus stop to 'coincide' with her..
I start to recognise her car model on the roads... making sure not to miss her car...
I start to recognise her car headlight, in case i missed her car at night...
I start to 'work' late
I start to make excuse so that i can travel the same route home as her...
I start to jog often... to match up with her exercise schedule...
I start to create excuse for us to go out together

I love the holiday picture of us and mm... it's a great chance for us to get this close in picture.... it looks very nice... and it portrays a very happy moment.... a happy.... family........

I know that under your sacarstic remarks and ganging up of others to 'bully' me, you are always watching out for me.... for fear of me getting sabotaged too much...

Once i noticed you resting your head on the table at the internet terminal, probably tired... your lips were resting on your hands. And you were making a simulated act of 'kissing' your hands. How aching it was for me to see your tired self and also seeing that the receiving end of the kisses wasn't me. Tat scene stayed with me till now... i will always keep this memory in me. From nothing till having you now, i want to rem the tough times when i dun have you..... so that i will always be reminded to hold you close and treasure you....

I will never forget the tough times i will be facing this coming month..... for these are the experiences that will make me treasure you more in our future together.... you make up the other half of our happy family, baby....

My unique You

Do you know that she sometimes do and say things so innocently cute that makes me wanna squeezzzzzzzeeeeeeeeee her on the spot?? Hehehehehee.... tat's my dear..... so quick-witted and cheeky one moment, and so child-like and innocently straight at times. Hehee... tat's how she is so unique and so dear to me :)

Love ya lots BB!!!

pictures.... words of joy

Housekeeping the pictures in my computer. Came across plenty of photos scattered all over the computer. As I travel back the memory lane, it made me thought about alot of things.

There was an extraordinary surge of activities during Dec 2004. The period I was about to be posted out. Wow didn't know that i was so popular.. hehe... joking lah. Chalet lah, BBQ lah, birthday celebrations lah, sentosa trip lah, overseas trip lah and plenty more. In fact, 2004 was a very eventful year with my colleagues, I think the cause of the liveliness was due to the spark and chemistry between dear and me. Where we are together, we seemed to inject life. We seemed to have brought the whole office to life. Well... in my case, i didn't think i have the power to do these. It's when dear is around, that i feel lively too.... :) and i think all others just naturally got sucked in the lively space.

Browsing the pics one by one, it brought alot of smiles and tears of joy.... :)

Reflecting upon my past... and looking at what i have now.... i can say that this is the best part of my life... ever since you came into my life... you brought me so much joy than i've ever had.... thank you baby.....

Reluctance...

Back from china, back into my baby's arms, only to fly away again. Sigh...

The 5 days that seemed like years...
The 1 month..... how do i...?

Nonetheless.... life has been very very good to me.... thanks so much... for my dear who showers me with love, although mostly in subtle ways... hhehe... but she brings me great joy and happiness.... hope i can provide some form of comfort or joy for her too.....?

No other but you sweetheart....

My heavenly beauty

When I'm busy and can't accompany her, even though my heart longs so much for her. She makes me happy by saying "I'm almost finishing the whole packet of crackers le, cos no one here to control me".

She loves me. She like me to be with her. She complains that i'm noisy. But she likes my noisiness when i'm not around :) My baby loves me :)

She looks absolutely gorgeous when we have our performance make up on. so heavenly to me!

I like it that we still tease each other alot until now :) Everyday is like the good old day :). Teasing, "flirting", laughing together... OH WAT BLISS!! :) In heaven for as long as i have you!!

You, my child like baby

Do you know how sweet and innocently childlike you looked when you close your eyes and rest in the car.... so wanna protect you from everything else......

Hey man.. :)

It's not about the things i eat, it's not about the place i'm at.
It's because I'm with you that everything seems so perfect.

Floaty, airy and in bliss.

So... disney on ice, or army daze this weekend? :)