Improve myself!!

And i bought 3 books and a wallet juz now!

A recipe featuring karen mok.... hoping to give lala as her birthday gift in 2 weeks' time. cos i won't be in singapore during her birthday.

A book on love "Receiving Love - transform your relationship by letting yourselg be loved"

And the last one is a book by Liang Jingru "My Better Half"

Heeee.... and a wallet for me to better organise my things and thoughts... all are attempts to improve myself to become a better person!! For my dragon!! :))

This weekend's update :)

we went out for early breakfast yesterday! finally had our long john silver breakfast liao.. hehehe.... very sumptuous... super filling!! then damn i forgot wat we did next??!

skip to our next activity then... we went to eat dim sum on the conveyor belt and then watched Rice Rhapsody... a pretty cute show... :)

new year dinner

forgot to mention a new year dinner i attended last friday... 18 feb 2005.

very nice food... i sang a song... and while singing... dearie was looking at me all the while.... :) with love? hehehe.... i looked at her too...... i love the exchanging of glances then.... very electrifying feel... haiz... :)

drank a couple of mugs of beer... a little stoned... but still can drive.. hehe... dear drove off first... and i waited for a few mins before i drove off too... she called me... and asked me where i am... i said i'm on my way down and i asked her where she is too... she said she's on he way home liao.

therefore i went to return my pass.. and there she was, my dear :) she was waiting for me... tat sweet liar of mine! :)

i trailed behind her car and followed her home.. hehe :)

i'll never forget this day...

today's monday, and i didn't go to work. cos dearie didn't go to work :)

i made an excuse to take off for today and i juz woke up like an hour ago.. heh.

wanted to blog about wat happened on sunday. was too tired to do it when i got home last night.

dearie offered to pick me up at 3pm yesterday (sunday) afternoon, to fetch me go car wash, then after that we go to the shopping centre near her house to book our tour. i very gratefully obliged! hehehe... went to the good car wash... it was quite an experience when the snowy thingy came down and covered all the windows!! so tempted to steal a kiss from dear then.. heheh... but they very quickly wipe off the snow lah... alamak.

after car wash, we went back to dear's house!! :) cos she needs to feed princess... so we laze around at her house, i let princess bark to her heart's content, showed dear some pictures of my childhood... and she showed me hers too.. heheh... we watched "i guess x 3" on tv... silly jacky...

i love seeing dearie at her own house... she's authoritative and stern towards her dog... but ever so gentle towards me.... :) she's very charming liike tat you know! :)

it was about 6pm when the tv show "zhen qing" commences.... and that's when a heavenly miracle happened too.......... :)))))))))))))))))))))))))

dearie is certainly man4 re4.... hehe........ one moment she's this gentle lamb... the other moment when she's provoked... she's this fierocious and hungry dragon........ haiz.... so addicted to her....

before we knew it.... it was 9pm already..... haiz............. good times passes so fast.....

and then we juz laid there in the living room floor and cuddled.....

juz when we were about to get up... i saw the markings on dear.... oops........ quite a lot somemore....... alamakz!! dearie's lip also quite swollen..... and reddish.... hehehee.. so paiseh....

btw princess was very cooperative also... hehe...she didn't bark at me at all!

lovely saturday night :)

It has since been one week since dear suggested that we dun meet up everyday. so tat we can have more things to update each other when we meet up face to face :) and dear also added that we MUST meet up on fridays and saturdays, cos these 2 days are the only time we can meet for longer hours :)

so sweet of her right??? :))))))))))

* Saturday Morning - collection of desktop *
Dear offered to pick me up in the morning to collect my desktop at jurong.. idiotic dear.... so nice and helpful!!! silly goondu! :) we met up at 0930hrs under my block, then we proceeded straight there.... lost our way a little and made several U-turns... hehehe... finally arrived and as the desktop is very bulky, we had to deposit it at my house first before we proceed anywhere...

* Causeway Point *
after i went up to deposit the desktop, we drove off again... i had commented abt my desire to have long john silver's breakfast before that.... but when we drove off, it was already 1110hrs!!! alamak.... there goes my LJS breakfast dream.... hehee.... We went to causeway point foodcourt to have our pig organ's soup and dear's fav Tau Ki..... hehehe....

then we went courts to hunt for dear's blanket!!! i love to do such shopping with deadear!! :))))) we finally got a dark and light blue one from metro!! Wow dear!! finally we got it! :)) then we went to popular and buy my paper shredder... hehehe... dear kept teasing me that i'm so cautious.... so yi2 shen2 yi2 guei3... hehehehee.... i say it's better to be safe than sorry mah.... letter that has your name and address... better not to anyhow throw these things!!

* resting at home *
dear sent me home after tat.... cos dear had an sushi dinner appt with her tat taiwan fren at yishun at 5pm... when we part it was abt 3pm... i reluctantly left loh... we promise to meet up after her appt!! dear's sis was not in town... i was so hoping to be invited to her house to juz chill out with her!! watch dvds... drink.... laze around..

i went back home and laze and napped till about 530pm... dear msged me at abt 715pm and said she's reaching home liao... i quickly rushed out and met her at her home place at about 8pm.. :) she packed food for me, gifts from her taiwan fren.... some local taiwan foodstuff... and she brought along Plum wine for me too.... sweet.... quite an experience.. hehe... dear seemed to be high after drinking a cupful... cos she talked so happily and gestured widely... hehaahhaa... so cute this dear of mine :)))))

we had wanted to watch movie "Hitch" at tampines mall... but alas... the show's not released yet! anyway we still went to tampines mall..... SO CROWDED!!!! what are these pple thinking of! nothing better to do on a sat night is it! :P

we were turned off by the crowd at the cinema.... we went shopping at NTUC for information on chinese wine... surprised to learn that alot of chinese wine got very high alcohol content, 45%!

* to the cafe! *
we then decided to proceed back to dearie's house area to feast on the taiwan goodies.. hehe.. i was quite hungry cos i only had yusheng for dinner.. dearie fed me along the way home.. hehee.... then we were triggered by the idea to go to the cafe near dear's home... they serve very nice ham and cheese toast, which we both love to the core!

we both had some hooch, some screwdriver and some very excellent finger food.. yumyum... it's making me so hungry now.... :))

then when it's slightly past midnight... we went back to dear's house area...... i can't believe it that we were there till 5am plus....... goodness.... i think the cause of us wanting to stay so late out there, is that we were waiting for the 'miracle' to happen... but none of us took the action till it was about time to go home... hehehe.. idiotic dragon and monkey!!

and well it did happen :)

More updates on dear and me!

On Saturday, 12 Feb 2005
Dear and me have our own appointments... she's meeting her buddies for lunch and me is supposed to go a newly wed friend's new house to bai nian...

I was still stoned from the alcohol effects and didn't turn up for my appointment. i actually slept from 5am to till 5pm on saturday....

After dear's lunch, she went to her fren's house to sleep and chat and see fren play mj

dear drove that day. we met up close to 7pm... these days the skies are still so bright even when it's 7pm in the evening already! dear suggested we go eat the pork liver soup at changi.... then after that we strolled along changi beach, then went back to dear's house area.. went to a pub there for finger food cos i was hungry.... i'm amazing... we order some finger food samplers and cheese sticks..... damn bagus... and had a glass of Sw-eet D-reams each... hehehe... a mixture of hard alcohol.... quite yucky the taste though...

was abit tipsy after tat... and therefore i kissed dear goodbye tat night also... at my place there, before i go off her car...... haiz...

On Sunday.... 13 Feb 2005

Both dear and I were the appointed drivers in our own household.... me went for temple trips and dear went for bai4 nian1 trips with her mum.

We met up quite late at night... she said she bought something for me earlier on in the afternoon.

I also did some last minute preparation and bought dear something also.... a fast-dry towel (super lame right) and a valentine's card... hehe...

dear gave me a couple of things. Liang Jingru's CD of LOVE :) and a nokia ear piece for my phone.... this idiot of mine huh.... then i in turn gave her the towel, and pine-apple tarts, and love letters (read: egg roll)!! hehee... appropriate right... love letters for valentine's day...

was so tempted to kiss her again.... but on courage man... i'm so weak without alchohol!!! wat is this man??!

new year (very) happenings

Wat a new year!!

practically everyday, well everyday, was spent with my dear!! except only new year's eve... where i spent at cousin's house...

# Morning Furniture Shopping :) #
so on the third day of new year, we met up early in the morning.... like 0930hrs? and proceeded to anchor point for breakfast @ delifrance! america breakfast! ex.... but the ambience was nicer than burger king's lah.. hehee.... (juz consoling myself). after that we went ikea... :) furniture with my dear... how fortunate!!! she wanted to buy blanket from there... she had one very green and cosy one from there, and now she wanted a different colour theme one (orange!!)....

we shopped for quite a while there... and got a few miscellaneous stuff.. hehe... all the while i'm enjoying the bliss of shopping in a FurNiTure shop with HER!!! fantasising about our own home... our own sofa... our own bed!

and since they dun have the blankets there... we proceeded next to Esprit @ orchard... which xuan said they have bedsheets at highly discounted price there.... but alas... nothing we want too. By then it was about 3pm already.... so we went hunting for food!

# Lunch #
wanted to eat gengkis khan... but it's closed for lunch and not opened for dinner yet... alamak... timig neither here nor there! we hunted a long time for decent food.. and finally settled for crystal jade.. hehe.... burrrp... so full! our table was so filled with dishes....

# Dear's House #
after tat we went back to dear's home, cos her sis asked her to feed and walk prince, and she has left the house liao... i asked dear wat'll happen if she is having an important meeting and can't afford time to feed him...

anyway dear ask me to follow her back... i was quite reluctant at first... cos paiseh to bump into her family (again). until she somewhat assure me there's no one at her house then i obliged.

anyway.... i had quite a time at her house... doing nothing.. juz observing her doing her things.... she's so charming when she scolds the dog sternly and firmly and fiercely.... *droool* so full of energy!! i love her man..... :)

thought can get to sleep on dear's high high bed... but no time lah... hehe... dear wanted to send me home.. and i was more than a million unwilling loh... . and by the time we left her place, it was about 6 plus... by the time she drove me back to my place, it was already 7....

# Drinking Session #
i refused to budged when she reached my place... hehee... so she suggested "let's go for some 'bottoms up'!" which i merrily obeyed! hehee... i suggested wisma's indochine... we reached there, sat down at the restaurant, read the menu... and decided that the alcohol price doesn't do any justice to us at all!!

less than 2 minutes after sitting down... we left the place politely without ordering anything.. hehe... next on our list was cosy bay!! yummy place!! windy, pretty nice music, not-so-expensive alcholic drinks!

we shared 1 jug of vodka cranberry and 1 jug of heineken.. after which i crazily ordered 5 subsequent glasses of vodka orange... damn shiok to be on an alcohol binge (at that time lah)... wahahahaha....

# After Drinking...... #
what comes after is not so good... on our way back to car, when dear wanted to send me home, i found my tears dropping discreetly.... i told her that i didn't want to do back first, and i need to take in fresh air... and so i went out and weeped until she came down the car and discovered me crying... tat's when i started wailing... damn paiseh... but i couldn't control my tears man..... was drunk and sad man.

after much questionings on why i cried and all i could say was that "i dunno, i juz felt like crying, and the tears juz flowed..", dear decided that she'll drive me back to her house first, where she'll need to use the loo.

i remembered using ALOT of tissues from what dear offered me throughout the journey.... blowing my nose, drying my tears etc.... not a pretty sight at all!

# Merry Happenings :) #
After we finished our toilet business... while walking back to the car, i asked dear "I like you... how???" Dear didn't reply.... she merely took my hand and led me back to my seat.... aawwww.... sighz..... such a beautiful gesture....

was being mad and drunk in the car... and dear massaged my head for me.... and while she was doing tat, i suddenly sat up and accidentally kissed her... vaguely, i can remember that the kiss lasted for a few seconds and i broke away and muttered "sorry".

dear said i look very stoned after tat, and was staring blankly in front for quite some time.... and i suddenly turned towards her and kissed her again... and this time round, there was no "sorry".. i knew i wanted it... it lasted for quite some time... and all the while, though drunk, i was quite cautious of passer-bys.... i broke free and looked at dear for a couple of times...... she looked so innocent sweet with those questioning eyes of hers....... i giggled for a while and continued.. hehehe... i bit her nose too.... her lips felt so soft... and big and juicy! *yummmm*

i used my nose to snuzzle against her nose too....... i love the way it felt...... :))))))))

and when we finally stopped..... dear really sent me home this time liao... and the mad me, who is still not sober.... kept disturbing dear throughout the journey.... as we juz started off not long ago.... i obviously am not satisfied with the previous episode yet.... and hugged dear by her neck... and pulled her over to me... and i gave her a really big kiss on her cheek.....

then i knocked out for the rest of the journey.... till we reached my block again.... while i was about to leave the car..... i kissed dear again... hungrily this time... again and again and again.... dear was signallying me that there were pple walking about... by then it was already 5am on the morning already... hahahaa....

a really very sweet experience.....

our first kiss.... 12 Feb 2005, Saturday Wee Hours, probably 1-2am...

river-not-so-ang-bao

We went to catch 2 movies on wednesday night, which was Chu1 Yi1 night... Racing Stripes and local movie I Do I Do... hehe... before the movie, we had a rushed dinner @ Delifrance Bishan..

Today, which is thursday.... I picked goongoon up at 6pm (me was late again!!) and we headed off to river angbao... went to marina square to have dinner first... new foodcourt... wow... clean.. but not many food stalls.... then went to river angbao... nothing much to see... probably due to the large crowd... wat we see is only pple and pple and pple! Strolled abit.. and by the time we got back to our car was about 10pm plus.... idled and talked cock in the car for quite a while hehe.... oh btw.... goongoon looked great in her new striped top tonight :)

afterwhich i send her home.. and we continued to idle in the car till it was 0130hrs! she was drowsy and falling in between sleep... while i stand guard tonight... hehe... stealing quick glances left and right for signs of goongoon's sis and dogs...

earlier on in the day, goongoon was telling me her preference of talking over things face-to-face rather than phone call or sms... to which i've decided to adopt... since i've always ask pple to be frank with me.... but i can't seem to do it... and always choose the cowardly act of sms and phone call instead of confronting a person directly.

i shall try to adopt gonggong's method now.... in order to be a more open and brave person... i love you gonggong.... you make me realise alot of things about myself.... and i've really learn so much from you... you idiot... i love you.

the things i like about her

i love it when she drinks from my watter bottle

love the way she smells.... honey butter?

love the way she looks at me with half closed eyes (drunk/sleepy look)

love the way she gently and caringly caress my hands

love the way she talks sometimes... so innocent so honest so huggable!!

love the way she answers me with a simply "mmmm."

love the way she picks me up in her dashing car

love the way she's so sporty and muscular *drooool*

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dun really like the way she hides what she wans to make me happy

dun really like the way she compromises herself to please me

dun really like it that she cares so much for others and so little for herself

dun really like it that she works OT all the time and tires herself

dun really like it that she refuses to be vocal and tell me about her feelings

dun really like it that she's such a light sleeper and dun sleep well often


- to be continued-

Happy Rooster Year!

forgot to add in the previous post... though she went for her walk and run.... i was still able to catch a whiff of her very nice smelling fragrance when i met her in the afternoon.... aww... :P

was at uncle's house last night... caught the very beautiful fireworks.... really beautiful.... but it's quite meaningless if there's no one who share the same sentimentals as you.... and no one to share the precious moment with you.... haiz.... reached home at about 1 plus.... missing her alot... wanted to see her alot... but can't think of anywhere to bring her... and the fact that she's been tired out by me these few months.... haiz... so had to force myself to stay home... and msged her till we both sleep...

going to meet her at 6pm later... she's coming to pick me up!! poor GG is working now... haiz... take care GG.... i can't wait to see you later. i'll bathe and smell nice and fresh for you later!! :P Yipeee!!!

Happy New Year to all.... :)

Hey.... happy new year man... :)

she went jogging at macritchie this morning with office pple.... then she went car wash... then we met up at abt 11am plus... went causeway point do last minute shopping for my new year clothes... and she bought a pair of jeans from gio-rdano... while i bought a pink top.

went marketing at ntuc with her juz now too :)

we bought 3 half-cartons of drinks.... 2 for me and 1 for her... she bought an expensive (authentic) can of abalone for her steamboat tonight too... hehe...

i have to go granny's place for dinner tonight.... dunno still can see her tonight or not.... ah.... and crazy me msged her "i love you! be carefully while driving!" when we parted ways juz now... hahaha... i must be crazy.... but i was feeling good! and i felt like telling her tat! and tat was the first time the 4-letter L word came from me to her! me crazy!!!

Okieez.... gotta go now... gotta bring new year goodies to lala now.... then come back home to fetch mum and dad! seeya!!! i love you goongoon!!!