寂寞的夜里

感觉有点.... 蓝蓝的....

可能是她的歌曲的原故吧....

都带点伤感的味道....

我的她睡了... 真希望她就在我身旁......

Haiz.........
真想你, Beibei.....

看着她闭上眼睛休息的样子真的让我感到很疼惜...

幻想现在轻轻的在她额头上亲吻一下
I love you. Good night my baby..

In need of some loving

I miss spooning her so...

One of the most comfortable positions of hugging her... i wonder if she likes it...
I like to... keep her warm...

http://community.webshots.com/photo/289624017/1289640293066649544dVFbhZ
http://www.ryanbreen.com/booch/biscuit/PuppiesSpooning.jpg

Sigh... miss her...

只对你说

词曲:林俊杰

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart

残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说

(我爱你)means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
(我爱你)只对你说
i will love you and forever more
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

oh baby i will love you because
我都属于你

Back from kampong!!!

Back from the "kampong" le!! Had a relaxing weekend there. Eating, gambling, gossiping and catching up with dear and a good old colleague.

It was a nice outing, colleague's family were friendly pple to get along with. We bunked together in rooms which can house 6 pple each. It was fun... i liked this way of living. The last i live in kind of group life was during my younger days, where the whole family sleeps together... it was very fun and warm... it feels so personal. Am glad.... :)

But it was quite a tedious thing today morning to go back to reality. To go to work. Aiyo... sian sia.

Oh btw i collected my ride last friday... cool to have my wheels back. Mobility vs quiet time alone. Everyone needs some time alone sometimes. Once in a while. It's a like a emotional detoxification process...

Anyway, am looking forward to the next holiday with bb... these are the only mid term goals that keeps me going..

Short term goals:
Weekends
Days that i no need to work
Special occasions
Festivals
Public Holidays
Shopping days with mama

Mid term goals:
Holidays!!

Long term goal:
Lots of money
A shared roof with her
A happy mama
A job which i love with not too bad pay

Anyway i came across a forum which is similar to fr-idae forum which somehow disappeared for a long time. I prefer this layout and more friendly interface, and the more lively participation to it. Finally, an alive girly forum!

Lifted from Depression

My shitty days are over at work. Alright!! I can see the clear path ahead now already. I wonder if it's due to the stress off my car?

The hyper and monkey me is BACK!! YEP YEP YEP!!!!!

No one will be able to dampen my mood!! We're going to malaysia this weekend loh loh loh!!! HAHA!!

Kinky Zodiacs

Haha.... is tat true... hehehe..

Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bright light ahead

She has spoken... she cares about our future... tat's all tat matters... :) It's more than words can say... heart-warming...

Gena buanged by a MP last weekend... car still in the workshop... felt somewhat handicapped... but i got to appreciate alot of walking and quiet time alone....

It's all fate.

Danger on the road

I was so close to gena hit by a skidded car.... you can't imagine how i felt then... it was.... really so close..... SLE towards woodlands.... chain collision....

thank god i'm alive.... wish that those in the accident are all ok too.... they'll learn... i'll learn... not to rush through traffic no matter how late you are for your appointment. Your life is much more worthy than a mere few minutes late.

Don't assume.... cars dun communicate with one another... they have no means to. Their only way of communication is through signalling and hand signs. No communication == communication breakdown == therefore dun assume.

I was praying all the way home after that to relieve my fear and shakiness. It doesn't pay to risk your life just to look cool, or have the winning hand.... gaaaaaah!!!!

Darling is right... i ought to go pray pray liao.... i have too many near-miss incidents recently.....

I love you darling.... so relieved i can get to tell you that....